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Birthdays & Homework!!

2012-01-26T19:26:00.001+08:00

Woah, today we celebrated 6 people's birthday (December + January). Alot of people! But some never come so we hafta put the cakes into the fridge. Woah, I spent a bomb.. I hope those who celebrated for the six will pay too. Or else I really broke.. Not I'm left with $12.. Haiz.. From originally $52!! So fast depleted.. I also bought some badges that are for Kids with Cancer.. They so poor thing!!

Anw... Yay! I'm so proud of myself. Today I devoted 2-6pm to do my DSC homework! I've finished question 2, 3, 4. Now I'm gonna do question 1 and 5. But i am so lazy! I feel so unhealthy and heavy... Thanks to Denise zzzz. Hm... Was hoping to do some sports.. But i realized i didn't bring my swim suit! Haiz! SHIT! Also cannot use the MPSH... =( What should I do now! Btw, I'm listening to T-ara's song! So nice! So long never listen already. Shit, the title I realized is damn ironic. So I'm not gonna name it. ._.

Happy CNY...

2012-01-25T01:31:00.000+08:00

I'm feeling so happy that I'm depressed. Ironic but it is.

Happy cse it's happy chinese new year. I love cny because i can see my relatives! And i'm so damn glad that many of them are talking to me. I think i'm popular! hehe! maybe cse i'm nice to talk to? =D I went to eat dinner at macpherson on cny's eve. sadly, only eldest ah gu, helen ah yi and aunty rochelle are thr.. my mum said the family is slowly falling apart... ='( it's quite sad to know that.. anyway, there's a cute baby to play with and he is really so damn cute! i feel like having a little kid too.... haha, i think my baby will look super cute if he/she looks like me LOL!

first day of cny, i went to my dad's sis's hse. watched real steel and it's damn nice. after that went to grandma hse and eat steamboat. the usuals. i slept with cla cla and it's shiok.

second day of cny (which is today), i stayed at home. so i had a great time sleeping until 10++. quickly bath cse my friend is coming. and many relatives. in the end i didn't swim today. quite sad. i finally know how to use the 3D glasses! and it is so shiok! gna watch many 3D movies now! haha. i love my mum's nugget and tanghoon. so nice. delicious! i did my hw for acc1006 too and was damn glad to realize that acc2002 no class tmr! i haven't do my readings for usp mod yet. so gna do so at 7am later... i also gave my cousin an ipod touch! =)

anw... i'm so sad... i organized a big event with my friends but the respond is not very good. after so many days, the first person to order a flower is actually me.. so disappointing.. haiz.. the colleges which promised to help me suddenly back out and we're left on our own. they even think that we are a threat to them when we wanna sell our soft toys and forced us to sell our soft toys together with their chocolates. but im a determine person, and i dowanna lose out mahh.. so i gna market my flowers and soft toys the hard core method. so tmr during dinner time, im gna paste many many handouts on the dining table and many many little slips of paper. i hope it will be well received. or else my friend and i will be making a loss!! this thought is so unbearable..

and the most depressing thing is, my mum said that i should prioritize my work and not be so aggressive towards the others. she said until like i'm a problematic kid.. but actually i just want to prove to everyone that i'm capable as well.. maybe because since young many people think i'm stupid and i hate to be looked down at. so i've changed to the extent, i dowanna be just another ordinary stupid lousy kid. i want to show people i'm also a good worker and i want to be recognized. but im just not sociable and popular enough to get the easy way out. i have to rely on hardwork. nvm. i know that when i put in hardwork, it always pay off. and i have to believe strongly in that.

with that, a happy cny! i am happy and my parents are healthy and my sis is happy too. that's all that matters. =)

Another reflective day

2012-01-21T01:09:00.001+08:00

Today i started using my new bottle that is given to me by STACY! It is a great bottle with many pretty pics of me! :D i love it! Thank u stacy!!

I was browsing facebook n stumbled onto a very cute trio siblings singing rolling in the deep. They were beautiful n talented. After that i saw a link that says bieber criticizing them. So i clicked and got a screamo scary lady pop out. Shit. I hate these people. Imagine wad if someone had a heart attack n died? A live will be on their hands.. Tsk! I can hear my mum laughing in the background. Lol!

After that i saw a vid which features a very fat girl. So i watched. She cant sing n she is really.. Unpleasant. It was sad to notice that fact but i couldnt helped by laughing at one of the comments which stated she ate a fly so quickly that he cnt see. I click on the timing and saw her chewing all of a sudden. LOL. That aside.. It was funny but i dont get why people would criticize her n asked her to die.. -_- they are so horrible.. She's just a girl who had an accident, lost her leg n teeth and mom. Why would anyone be so cruel to ask her to die?! She's just posting videos as a way to relieve stress or boredom or whatever. I still dont get the nasty comments..

This is why many committed suicides. Because of cyber bullying.. I sincerely hope that she would not be affected by all the comments and continue a wonderful life that everyone deserves. :)

*edit
I forget to put in the part that im a super lucky person, blessed with ordinary look, ordinary iq, and a heart of compassion. :D self praise is no praise! But still, i consider it as a good virtue. At least i dont advocate cruelty. Why am i so much better off than many people? I dont get it n dont feel good about that. I wish i could do a little to help them... But i know im mot self sacrificial to that extent. Haha

Whole loads of reflection

2012-01-20T04:16:00.001+08:00

Unknowing, this bad night has turned into a reflective night. I realized many many things. Once again, it is the destiny that led me to this not so new discovery and I hoped because of this, I will be a better person.

Let me start off by saying how the bad night came about. I am always conscious of how important is it that my bed must remain clean and thus, I'm quite pissed that my friends lied on my bed. So my night was ruined. But then, because of this, I went to sleep at 9pm and woke at 12am. I can't possibly go back to sleep. So I stayed up and I saw Facebook had this video of Untold Stories of the ER. This video is simply horrifying. A man had a pole impaled into his mouth and stuck right through his neck. Yet he was texting and communicating calmly in the hospital. Slowly, I was being led to another search which involves "I Shouldn't Be Alive". So I went to watch the first episode of Shark Survivors. It just reality turned into a nightmare. A group of five went for a sea cruise in their ship and a sudden storm threw them off boat. They had to survive 5 days without food and water... AND THE SEA IS INFESTED WITH SHARKS! It was really sad, to see two guys drank the sea water and started hallucinated.. One by one, they jumped off the boat and got eaten by the shark.. Another girl who had her injuries on the ship slowly died... And two people survived... It was really sad. Then the girl survivor said something.. It was like being reborn after being so close to death. Alot of people did.. At that time, it hit me. I don't have to care so much about cleanliness and whatsoever. Being alive is already the best thing on Earth. And if I have to go through so much just to realize that, I rather realize it now and cherish my life..

Noticing how minister's pay cut has always been a debate since the start of the year, I decided to find out more about it. I was horrified to find out that their pay is even more than the president of US.. PM Lee Hsiang Loong even suggested implementing a pay cut, but it will still be the world's top earning of all leaders. The controversy here is that, they are earning so much to make Singaporean's life a better one, but at the same time, they took away so much from the people here. What if every year, half of PM's salary goes into the pockets of those with no income? That amounts to 1.1 million. Actually, instead of having a pay cut, I really prefer them donating a large amount back to the society.. Them not realizing the depressions of the poor makes me want to stand up and speak up. If only I have the power to save the poor.. If only I'm rich enough to save them.. But then again, would the influence of money change who I am? Now I feel like studying really hard, to get into the parliament and change all the stupid policies. But I simply won't make the cut...

*Edit
Funny how I was being led to another read..
http://shine.yahoo.com/healthy-living/4-bad-habits-making-sick-151800574.html
Talks about sleep deprivation which I am already having and spending the day angry. o.o! A clue to sleep now! =D

Inconsolable

2012-01-17T22:39:00.001+08:00

Finally I am using a headphone that Yixuan gave me for my birthday. =)

Surprisingly the sound system is damn good and I happened to on a song call Inconsolable by Backstreet Boys.. Somehow, a melancholic feeling just overwhelmed me. Makes me recall my days in NYJC and how I yearned for something but I can never have. The feeling is unbearable. But the thing is now, I really want to find back that feeling. Also, I managed to go deeper than hearing the song itself. I hear the bass tune playing. Repetitive but nice. Haha, it has been a long time since I appreciated music.

These few days, I had very little workload for my Uni life. So I'm glad that I had other commitments. In fact, I'm so proud of what I've achieved. I think I can be a good leader if given the right opportunity. Haha. Though I know for sure, I can't score in test. That's me, but I'm still gonna try my best.

I wonder who can make me feel that way again. Haha.

New Year Resolutions

2012-01-08T00:55:00.000+08:00

Finally, I am here writing my New Year resolutions. On the 8 January 2012... You can call me lag, for I really am, 8 days late..

What are my resolutions...... For now, my mind is in a blank..

#1
To make sure my family only gets sweeter and closer.

#2
Fire up my entrepreneur spirit and do as much businesses as possible.

#3
Ensure my CAP don't fall below 3.5...... anymore.....

#4
I think it's the right time to get a boyfriend. like seriously, not that I'm desperate or anything. but I'm of age..

#5
You don't call it a resolution. You call it a wish.. To go back in time. And relive all memories..

#6
To make at least one best friend in Uni.

#7
I really don't know..
All I know now is that my CAP sucks. But that's not gna hinder my life.. For I have better priorities than getting a good result.. I'm not a nerd, unlike my sis. Ha! And I want to make my Uni life so special that when I'm in the workforce, I will look back and feel nostalgia. Just like when I'm in Poly, I looked back at my secondary school life. And in Uni, I looked back at my Poly life. The routine continues. A phase to get over. I just hate this feeling. Cse I always feel lonely and gloomy.. Where are my secondary school friends when I'm in Poly? AND WHERE ARE MY POLY FRIENDS WHEN I'M IN UNI? They just suddenly disappear from my life. Will the same thing happen when I leave Uni?

Ice Skating Class Outing!

2012-01-07T00:13:00.001+08:00

Today i went for ice skating! It was very fun and i just affirmed that wearing the skates is worse than wearing heels.. Hurts like mad my for bones near my toes. I think some blisters are forming already.. Argh! Very long ago, i skated with my secondary friends and the blister broke. Nw i have the same phobia again!

It was fun and i didnt fall. I was hoping i did because it meant learning. It also meant i did nt try hard enough.. Argh.. Not that it was fun falling. Haha wet backsides and clammy gloves. Yucks!

We also went for kite flying. It was fun! Really fun man! Haha. It has been a long time since i had so much fun. I hope that the people i meet are those who will be around me for life. Real friends.. But i wonder how many would be that real. Actually i already know who are friends that are really nice. And it is my goal to make them my really good friends!! I SOUND SO CHILDISH. but life without friends sucks to the max. No one to chat with. No one to go out with. Quite sad. Also not much people ask me out. My friends got bf. so go out with bf. :(

Anyway. I realized i am very very nonsensical. And v talkative. Why ah. Since when im like that? And always saying the wrong things. Saying things that are bullshit. Argh. I figured its better to just stay quiet. Sien. So embarrassing.

Haiz. I shud make this blog private. Then can say more stuffs.

Wicked

2012-01-05T00:45:00.001+08:00

I wish I have some pictures to post. But I dont! Today, 4 January 2012, I went for my first concert of the year!

WICKED!

As we all know, in the story of Wizard of Oz, the witches are the evil ones. But after watching Wicked musical, my heart goes out to Elphaba! I LOVE THIS MUSICAL! I LOVE HER!

At first I thought it is a story that tells us how she turned evil. But no! It is a story of how people thought she was evil!! And how everything falls in perfectly. With the tin man, scarecrow. Haha! Im just so happy to see Elphaba, a non-beauty finding true love.

As to why I love this show, I too wish that someday I will meet this prince of my life!!! Just like a fairytale that I always wished to have when I was younger. Haha. I cant believe that I used to think I will marry a prince. LOL!

MY FAVORITE SONG IS... Defying gravity. I love the way Elphaba sang it. Cse she sang as though she is defying gravity. Makes me feel giddy like on clouds!!!!! I wish to hear that part again!!! Haha.

MY MOM SLEPT IN HALFWAY. she just too tired. Work whole day.. :( poor mom. I hope my sis enjoy this show. Cse i bought it for her birthday! Looks like I gave myself a birthday treat too! Wahaha. And.. THANK YOU PAPA FOR GIVING ME MONEY for the tickets. Hehehehehe!!!

Mummy says im getting too conscious about cleanliness.. Really?? Haiz. Say until i siao zha bo. V sad.. For awhile. LOL! I realized I love crying too much. I must stop! >:( I must change my bad habit too.

Okieee. Finally another diary post. Good nightey gen!! Tomorrow got more stuffs to do again! Not really. :p

I love today!

First day of 2012

2012-01-02T00:28:00.001+08:00

This is how i spent my first day of 2012..

Woke up and had my first shit of the day.. next thing i knew, i was Rolling about on bed in pain. I dun know why, but i had another slight fever. Every part of my body ached and i had diarrhea thrice in total.. So i took out my previous medi n took one fever med. after a sleep, i felt a little better. My dad told us long ago that today there will be a wedding dinner. He was kinda disappointed to find out that my sis n I had food poisoning. We suspected that it was the wanton noodle we ate yesterday.. Somemre this morning i ate another bowl!! Omygosh!!! Haha.

So i was saying, after a sleep i ate my mum's lovely egg sandwich, changed into a dress n ready to go out. Its a pity i cant meet my poly friends but family always come first!

Anyway the food is always the same but this time we were at Mandarin Hotel. Had received a cute keychain n saw a traditional sword gate cse the groom is from navy.

I SNEEZED TWICE DURING THE MEAL AND THE SECOND ONE ALMOST KILLED ME. when i returned from japan, i realized my right rib was in immerse pain whenever i coughed. Just when it was about to heal, DAMN! This sneeze relive the pain. OMG. NOW IT HURTS LIKE MADD!! And i just sneezed again!!

Read from somewhere, it is not the pain that kills. It is when u know ur action will cause u that pain kills. I rather the pain stays constant so i can get used to it. And not everytime i do something, it hurts like mad. :(

I LOVE MUM N DAD! 😘😍❤

New Year

2012-01-01T02:45:00.001+08:00

1 January is a significant day to all and people faced it with a 'happy new year!' but is it really a happy new year?

Am i happy? I ought to be. Im at home while everyone's out counting down with friends and family. Do i even have a good friend whom i can call out? I called my cousin, she had plans. My sis, too. Who else can i call?? Just thinking about that makes me sad. How about sad new year.

But seeing my miserable front, my dad n mum decided to bring me out for movie with bry n clarence. And i am so so glad for that. Not because im finally out of the house. But because my parents love me. Despite that, i still cant shake off the depress mood that has been haunting me for quite some time.

This year, the amount of sms that i receive saying happy new year is unexpectedly low. I dunno. Just dub feel too good now. Physically n mentally..

Happy New Year to myself..

Christmas MEALS

2011-12-30T00:47:00.001+08:00

Had a meal with yf, sm, ros, mic, mac. No one knows how happy i am to finally be part of the group again. Now i know i have more friends than i tot i originally had!! So we ate in timbre n the pizza is really great there!! Especially the duck one. Haha. I love the mushroom one too! After that mac wanna go watch movie but i had to go home cse im nt feeling well... :(
- 27 dec

I also went out and had lunch with cindy!! At cafe de waruku orsth. Cant rmb. She gave me birthday present!! Yay! She's a really good friend that i will cherish!! Like forever!! After that i also met stacy n gave her the lil angel. I seriously hope she likes it cse thats the only souvenir that i bought for my friend. And she is the special one who got it. But it seems like our friendship wont stay ard any longer cse she doesnt seem to cherish it. Petty. Zzz. And im nt gna care abt that. I did my part as a friend and it is up to her if she wanna put up that snobbish and irritating front. One moment accept the christmas present / souvenir. Next moment go home can throw temper. Up to her la. See how long she gna throw. Anyway she got her classmates, new friends, and joey. WHATEVER!
- 28 dec

TODAY! I went to Park Royal hotel for buffet at 30 per pax! Mac say there's 50% discount alrdy. The food nt too bad. But i am too full to gorge down ten more plates. Only had max four rounds.. It is very very fun cse me mac mic had a mini competition to see who can appear uglier on the photo that hy took. HEHE. mac compiled it into a vid but im not posting!! WAHAHAHA
- 29 dec

It is good to know I have friends around me. Without social interactions outside of my family, it is gonna be a miserable world.. So I must understand what my sis had went through before and be more loving towards her!! I LOVE MY SIS LIKE MAD! Wahaha!

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!

The rest of Japan-Shanghai Trip

2011-12-30T00:37:00.001+08:00

I kinda forget where i ended off so I shall randomly state some!! And i think i might repeat some previous events hehe.

I remember going for SNOW MOBILE! I totally know that this is the highlight of my trip to Japan. It was so sooo fun. I had a helm over my head and an additional layer of coat wrapped ard me. With my own ski glove, i chose my mobile! The navigation is really easy but badly modeled. The right handle represents the gas pedal and the left handle handles the braking of the mobile. In front of me, there were quite a few people and one of my mum's friends travelled extremely slowly.. So i had to pause before i can accelerate the mobile to a decent speed. There were quite a number of times when i went over the recommended speed and i almost flew out of my seat!! So is the right handle badly modeled? Cse when i almost flew out, i grabbed tighter and the speed increased! Also, sometimes when it gets really bumby, i will also accidentally accelerate!! When we reached the peak of the mountain, we are given some time to take pictures! My sis dont seem to enjoy the ride. So i chged my position with her to allow her to follow the slower couple. LOL. Never will i know that her arms will be so tired and numb that render her helpless against the mobile. She had driven to another lane n requires the person to drive her back. LOL!

I remembers going to some place, provision shop alike to purchase many supposedly cheaper chocolates n fried potatoe strips. But there is another cheaper shop!! The airport. My mum n i were buying like mad there, adding and dropping boxes of food to ensure it reached 10,000 yen. Cse we were left with that. It is so much cheaper!

We also went to outdoor hot spring. Woah. It is cold like mad. Freezing like nobody's business! The spring is so warm! The weather is so cold! Dunno to stand up or to squat. So i shifted nearer to the outdoor spring and angled my upper body towards it. That's just perfect!! Shiok! After awhile, we realized that our hair had frozen! So super cool! And cer decided to let her hair stand and it did! On another day when there was a big snow storm, cla cer n i went to another hot spring. Woah, the water is so much hotter! Cant move at all. Almost scalded. The snow storm dun seem so cold afterall! Haha!

Oh ya! We ate ramen too! Woah it is just shiok! Salty i love it! The noodle is tasty n the soup is nice. But to eat so noisily, i cant do it! I suck in so much air that i am so so full! The ramen owner saw that we ate so softly, kept whispering to one another.. So before i left, i told them OASHI! Dunno how to spell. Haha! And they smiled!

The shopping not so good. Only one day was good. We went to a shopping centre that has only one level and a big christmas tree. Another one was factory outlet. And i bought a coach bag!!! Also a wallet in japan airport! And also the area that sold musical box and we ate ice cream there. There was also a cute music played on repeat nonstop while we ate ice cream. The biscuit is SHIOK again!

Also, a pond which dun freeze. We filled our bottles with the mountain water and ate in a restaurant that serves us udon mee n rice. I couldnt finish it.

WE ALSO RIDE BANANA BOAT. THAT'S ANOTHER BIG HIGHLIGHT! :D

Shanghai all i can say is... Nothing to shop, food not very nice except the last day when we chose our own restaurant. We also went to their esplanade and watched a circus performance. China peeps are so flexible! And..... We saw teapots tea leaves pearl. And..... Somehow i cant recall one major event.. Alot of spits on the ground?? OH YA. i finally remembered. I had a great time receiving feet and back massage in a chinese medicine place. My mum bought two lil boxes of creams for burns or dry skin. Hehe. Thats the best part of shanghai trip! That's all!

YAWN TIRED!

Japan Trip - Day 3

2011-12-20T22:42:00.001+08:00

TODAY IS DAY THREE!!! :D

In the morning, i am so so disappointed with the breakfast!!! Not nice at all!! So not tasty n so tasteless. So i ate two half boiled eggs with cha soba sauce. Wooo! I love that sauce! :D

Next is the horrible bus ride. Woah, it is 3.5 hrs and i had the most horrible car sick n i almost puke! So i had to lie down on the seats and i found a new way to sleep on bus. By extending my legs to the pathway, with back lying on two seats.

But the ride is so damn worth it. We reached the snow mobile station n i took one mobile for myself. We ride all the way to the mountain and took many pictures. The wind is so chilling that i can feel it creeping into my finger bones. So cold! My limbs were numb, but i just kept increasing the speed! The scenary is so nice that i feel my goosebumps rising. The scenary when there is a mountain slope and a gentle sun behind it. Woah like in some games!! Haha.

After that we went to some place to refil our bottle. There is pure moutain water!

Then we go to Daiso n ate macdonald
Then we go back to hotel! Had a great bath n zzz. Cla ask me go hot spring. So i went and it was sooo hot. Hotter n warmer than the last two days. N i had to bath again.. But it was shiok!! Haha n i went to lobby n had the longest wifi use! Haha!!! Now im in huiting's rm n using her sis hp wifi. Woohooo!! :D thats all for today!!

Japan Trip - Day 2

2011-12-19T21:16:00.001+08:00

Today is the second day and im so hardworking typing my second post!!

My day started off by going to the same buffet again! I had fun eating eggs so i ate up to three eggs!! OASHI! Oops dunno how to spell!! :p

Next we went to bear factory. At first we thought bear factory means having cute bears manufactured. But in actual fact, there is no toy bear.. Rather, there are many big and mature bears!!! They are so smelly!!! Chou chou! Some of us bought some apples n bring it to the bears. When they saw us, they started to stand on their hind legs and clapping their hands!! Actually they are not clapping.. They are begging!! So we throw food into their mouths. We have to aim accurately to get it into their mouth. But i keep missing.. :( after that we went to.. We visit a restaurant which serves us a elongated metal plate of food, roasting under the fire. Gosh it taste so good!! I mean the seasoning next to the plate hehe. It is a mixture of sasemee, wasabi and i dunno what. What i know is, it taste gorgeous with the rice!! After that we went to the open field and had snowball fight. I realized i run quite fast on the snow. Maybe because my snow boots is better than most!! :)

After that we went shopping n mi cer n cla bought a mickey mouse keychain! It was damn cute, grow in the dark but damn ex!! Ok thats all we buy. We went for dinner in the hotel n we literally had a feast!! Thr's crab legs, bao, siewmai, rice duh, salmon, octopus, sweet potato, miso soup, chawamushi, a small plate for meat to roast and many other food! It was DAMN SHIOK! Hehe. Next, we went 7-11 n bought some stuffs n went bck n hotspring. Hehehe. Saw alot naked old women again. Really sagging everywhere. Haiz. I old already also will like that.. :( so sad!!!

Ok time to go back n eat cheese cake. Byebye lobby with wifi!!!

Update more pics!! I went out of the hotel n take pic. Woah im freezing like mad now!!! HAHAHA. Im wearing a tiny layer of shirt only. Hehe. Oh n my coughing gets worse. So long never cough n sore throat. But beats having ulcer at the end of my throat, like when i have my dengue. HAHAHA.

Japan Trip - Day 1

2011-12-19T21:01:00.001+08:00

Woah, i fell sick the day before i flew to japan.. I had a fever and was sleepless n in confusion state. I kept shivering under my blanket.. And i kept telling my body, I MUST RECOVER! For im leaving for japan on 18 dec, 12am! :D and so i recovered until i had slight headache at 8pm. Because my mum brought me to see doc! The doc say there is nth wrong but i felt smth wrong!! Haha.

I also bought a new bag that day!!

Finally, it is 12am and we had a plane ride from Singapore to Shanghai for ard 5 hours then wait for transit for 3 hrs then another plane ride to Japan for another 3 hrs!

FINALLY WE REACHED JAPAN AT 12pm!! Woah. Almost half a day!! And im so thrilled!! BECAUSE THERE IS SNOW EVERYWHERE IN HOKKAIDO!!!

So on the first day... We went.. Thinking... Oh we went for our first meal which is some fish thing. The fish is really tasty n i ate the whole fish! And i had a slight cough that day...
*cough* and we also went to some bear n japanese god museum. Woah the snow is ALOT to even count. And next.. I think we went back to the hotel, because i cnt rmb whr we went anymore. Haha! In the hotel, we have many many food because it buffet!!! :D i think the ramen taste really good!!! Next my mum n i went to hot spring. Woah, so many naked old women there. I think my figure is the nicest. LOLOLOL. i think thats all for day 1!! :D

enlightenment

2011-12-15T23:58:00.001+08:00

Today... Started off my day with 500 days of summer. it was a great movie which reflected my life at that moment. nobody wants summer to end but when it really end, we just have to let it go and make way for the new season. in that case, the ending was the guy meeting another girl named autumn. maybe in life, we just have to compromise, let go, in order for better things to come. and i am more than ready to do that. i should never cling on to the past, for it is the past. the past should only consist fond memories and that is what makes me me. sounds weird lol. for all the lousy memories, i am going to keep it deeply buried in the root of my brain and wish that one day, it will dissipate as like a buried wood decay into its surroundings.

and i really love reading Eragon. I'm on book 4 now and I really wish there's a movie on Eragon. because the last book consist of a great battle scene and i really wanna watch it. =)

After that i went swimming with cla. woah we swam for 1.5hrs i think. quite long. haha. i was famished. so for the whole of today, i ate two sandwiches and one plate of rice with food. oh wait, another cup of ice latte mocha. just brought it after a trip to my old home. frankly speaking, i love my old home and i know that one day i will feel nostalgia when i think back. that's why i took some pictures of my old home for keepsake purposes. during packing, i quarreled with my sis. and i felt very depress. i kept wondering what will happen if my parents pass away.. what if i quarrel with her again? what will become of us? the reason on why i will reconcile with her, is to keep my mum happy. whenever we quarrel, she will be very sad and angry haha. we know that 'money won't bring you happiness'. but today, i fully understand how this feels like. right now, im living in a condo. yet there's disharmony in my family. true that we are well-to-do. but are we happy? nope at that moment. but yup at this moment. because all hatred are resolved. =) i'm happy that it did. i'm also damn happy that i've packed all my stuffs into my room and am a proud owner of a neat room. next, i will try to get some games into the new samsung galaxy S (remote) that came with the TV for my mum.

i am really a lucky kid who have everything. one naggy yet doting mother, one also naggy yet cute father, one typical complain queen yet sweet sister. i have a great home to live in. i dun have to worry about money. i am studying in a uni. my room is beautiful. what more can i ask for? hehe, just one more. all i want for christmas, is a secure future for myself - a good man to lean on and providing my future kids the same thing as i have. haha!!! looks like i really need more luck on that!

Post exam day

2011-12-10T00:45:00.001+08:00

So it has been almost a week since my last test... Did i enjoy my holiday??

Yesterday i had an outing with my secondary school friends. When i appeared before them, i could see a slight flickered in faces. I think they were shocked that i intruded their clique outing. Fortunately my sociability has leveled up. Lol. I think i post pictures instead bah. Lazy to type.

Today i gymed like mad. Ran/walk equivalent to 14 rounds. And did 4 sets of dumb bell. So damn exhuasted. After that i cnt even walk properly. Haha! Idk. Am gna concentrate on my studies after this. Gna work damn hard to forget everything that used to mean so much to me. Gna find back the human in me.

/update
Today also go cash studio with classmates. Haha. Only sang for one hour n half. But dun hv the songs that i always sing!! :( haha. Next time i go song myself LOL

2011-12-04T23:48:00.001+08:00

Just another random update. Sometimes i should just blog my routine days. To remind myself of how i really do have normal life and not just blog on special occasions.

Anyway, once again, 3 december 2011 marks the end of my first major exam in uni. Im always blogging after exams huh.. So im very ready to pack my holiday with activities. Now im in the midst of organizing a trip to batam. Hehe. My resolution before the year end is expiring. But anw, i also forget what's my resolution. Im gna sleep early everyday, wake up and.. Blahblah. I dunno. Go gym with my sis or mum. Once i move into the new hse. Gna go gym alone. I cnt waittt.

So today, packed my rm the whole day. After that ate nasi lemak (so tasty!) and went for Immortals. When a sex scene appear, my mum covered my sis eyes n tell us dun see. LOL. So funny. Anyway, i think its nice. Bloody yet not extreme gory. N the male lead is handsome n hot! Dinner, visit new half renovated hse n put mask. Day ends like that. Boringg.

When i was in Poly, i looked back and missed my secondary school period. Now im in uni, i looked back and couldnt let go of my past. Someone teach me how to let go. By brute force? Determination? Denial? All of the above. This december is the only chance for me to do that. I must adapt to the new life and let go of whatever that is holding me back. And forget anything that will dampen my eyes. Blah acting chim dun suit me.

Happy day turn sour

2011-11-26T23:37:00.001+08:00

Today is my first major exam for uni. When i took the test, my head was thinking, die, cant balance. But at that moment, somehow it doesnt matter if i scored an A or even a C. Because my mum told me that, as long as i tried my best, it will be alright. I guessed she just lifted the burden off my chest. So it gave me a confident boost. Afterthe exam, my friend was very sad.. So i brought her out and it was a sweetsweeet trip. We watched breaking dawn n even bought eye sticker thing to make double eye lid! We went to white sands pepper lunch for dinner. Ironic huh! But nevertheless, it was delicious. It was supposed to be a perfect day.. But because of me, it ended sour.. I guess nothing good ever comes out of my mouth. Whenever i think of the happy times we had and i screwed it, i really dun feel too good. This intense feeling of remorse is something that i really hate. Apparently, she has no intention of forgiving me anytime soon..

I HATE STUDYING

2011-11-22T00:16:00.001+08:00

i don't wanna studyyy....... since i alrdy have a shelter over my head, how i wish i can have free food everyday. so i can eat and sleep everyday. but this means that i have no extra cash to buy nice gadgets. but i really hate studying. i feel like a NA student right now. where studying is not impt. is it because im in uni? and i am getting complacent? nahh. in uni, i feel stupid. i dunno all the chim chim stuffs. i only know i wanna play whole day. i dun even know how i managed to read half of the biz law textbook. but im certain that i have no clear and absolute knowledge of it. it felt more like reading a book. when the chapter gets interesting, it just intrigues me. but nothing gets into my head. i feel like i can grumble forever and there will be no end to it. i realized my acc is dead for i dun even know how to draft a simple statement of comprehensive income. i am so hungry now. alot of i i i i i. im just so damn moody. i feel so sien. why is there no meaning in life??? WHY!!!! n i feel weird sleeping in stacy's rm. why am i not in my room?! i just feel damn lonely when im in my own room and i dunno why. WHY WHY WHY! my room is so clean and comfy but i just dun like slping thr. i think i will just hug my cute bear bear to sleep. the only joy in my life for now.

I REALLY HATE STUDYING. SO HATE STUDY. HATE HATE HATE. NANINANIPOO POO. STUDYING IS A POOL OF POO POO.

Dinnering with jr n wayne

2011-11-19T22:42:00.001+08:00

Just had seafood dinner. I dun even know white pepper crab exists until today. Haha, went to ecp bar n drank heineken (oops, dunno how spell) n gt quite high n wanted to club. Haha but nw in taxi so sober. Abit regret le.. Imagine the cash my mum just gave me, all gone within a night. Suddenly so guilty n sad... :( :( but too bad. Im alrdy on the way thr. Might as well get some shots. Haha.

Oops, i hv a baddd mouth. Realized dint bring IC, went bck utown. Return to st james n wayne realized his wallet in cab!!! So we dint clubbb... All money wasted on cab. Transport nowadays so ex!

STUDY & PLAY

2011-11-17T02:16:00.001+08:00

Electronics fair

2011-11-14T22:57:00.001+08:00

Two days ago, i went shopping again with my mum n sis! We went thr for a gd reason... BUYING TV, WASHING MACHINE, and FRIDGE for our new pretty home. Our tv rocks! So pretty! Haha! I love CHA SOBA! I realized by putting a raw quail egg in, it taste like heaven!!

Now im studying for acc. But im sick. No one caresss... :( poor gen n poor gen's body. Get well sooon.

Shopping n movie!

2011-11-12T21:25:00.001+08:00

After a long hurdle with my school work, i finally get to rest during the start of the studying week. Yesterday i finished my report with 6000 words in it and submitted just 1 hour before deadline. Not bad! Looking at how bad i slacked. Hehe. Fortunately i didnt sleep before that. I contemplated for a really long time about that. Today im finally relaxing since a longgg time. I went shopping for electronics and my mum bought a fridge, tv, and washing machine. I bought a wireless mouse for $9.90. Gd buy! I also realized the sale of Eragon book 4! The book's name is inheritance. I downloaded it online alrdy! :)
Here's some picture for the day.

P.s i live cha soba!

My 20th Birthday

2011-11-09T20:13:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was my 20th birthday. It was not exactly super grand nor super happy occasion. In fact, it was a superb birthday as my AG had given me a surprise party by buying a cake for me. Hehe, but the cake had a little fly walking and jumping around. Gross but we still ate, with majority of them not knowing the disgusting detail. I guess I was too awkward when they sang the birthday song. Anyway, I should totally learn how to open up. I am very thankful for the nice and friendly AG mates and I should learn to be tolerant towards everyone. I have to change my lousy temper! After that, I also had received a free meal from Macadia and Stacy. It was a delicious meal and I would love to eat it again someday. The agar agar was eaten with love at 3.30am. I tried to call Stacy after I ate, but I guess she's asleep and did not answer my call. Oh right! I also had a small peanut butter cake that they prepared for me! I certainly should be happy about it because I still celebrated my birthday even after 12am. Hehe. Now I have many birthdays to look out for and it is my turn to celebrate for my friends and make theirs a memorable one as well. =) Oh how can I miss out having an iPhone as my candle?? I blew the receiver on the iPhone and the flame went out. Haha.

NOT TO MISS OUT. I love my family! Mummy papa and cla! They had brought me to a sumptuous dinner at the White Dog Cafe. At first I thought it was a restaurant that sells dog food. After further enquiries, it is just a name. The owner owns many many restaurants under different names. Rich guy worxz. Haha. My birthday present is an iPhone 4S, a cute mug to drink tea, new slippers, new tee-shirt. I am the luckiest girl in the whole world! Maybe not whole world, but luckier than most. I should learn how to appreciate my life and live a life with no regrets. I always said that, but do I live up to my own expectations?

Oh right, today I saw that Denise kept a small journal!! It reminds me that I should keep one too. So from now on, I will be updating this blog regularly. Stay tune for more diary!

P.S. should i lock this blog? o.o

2011-10-21T09:12:00.001+08:00

seating down in tutorial, not listening to anything.... i've lost my motivation to study....

Humiliated

2011-09-23T22:37:00.002+08:00

I will never ever forget 23rd Sep 4am. Never had I been humiliated so badly. Never will I forgive you. One thing for sure, I almost killed someone that day. Whenever I think of the incident, I felt as if my pride had been destroyed. No, my pride has already been destroyed, thoroughly.

Blogger no more

2009-09-05T16:23:00.000+08:00

Hey peeps, please relink me at http://zenith-reached.onsugar.com !

2009-08-25T20:10:00.000+08:00

Today is the first day of my holiday (officially)! So what have I done?!
I can't believe it, it's rather bland. Yup, first thing is to get some oral test notes. Next, I went to dye my hair, DARK BROWN! Say no to untoned hair colour. Lastly, I went to jog. I think I ran for around 2km, minimum. Oh my, I'm so damn exhuasted.
During this holiday, I'm also gonna take note of how much I'd spent. Cool! The amount will be declared on the day when school reopens.

2009-08-23T12:16:00.000+08:00

There's a new type of blog and I'm considering migrating there. But there are too much stories in this blog which held me back from doing so. If only I can migrate all my stories there as well...
I've heard from a soul that in order for cardio to be effective, one has to jog 3 times a day... I don't think I can do it. Since I'm far too lazy. Moreover there is no running stadium aroud my house. Anyway, I think it's cool to bring a gym back to school when I'm going gym. So I think I'll go buy one. Suddenly, I had an urge to buy things that are branded. Since when does this mindset creep into my mind. Hahaha. I think I'm also lacking some decent clothing and it's time to stock up my dressing cupboard. Lol, I wonder what am I gonna do after 4pm tmr. It marks the end of a semester and the start of a holiday. Actually I've already started the holiday since last Monday.
Back to my work. It's always good to take a rest but not today nor tomorrow. This exam is simply not BIS..

Please, I wish for an enjoyable holiday.

2009-08-20T16:48:00.000+08:00

Tomorrow will be BIS! And the following Monday will be FOI! And the coming Thursday is some EXTRA EXAM! And I will be FREE!
When the holiday ain't within my grasp, I am deprived of it. Now that it's approaching, I think that it is not going to be a sweet one. My friends will be attending some SAP thing to gain another certificate while I'll be slacking at home. This will only make me a lonely soul and I'll feel sad. Oh noooo, I can feel the depression already. How I wish my holiday will be filled with fun activities. My guardian angel, please read this post and arrange some activities silently for me.. How I dread holiday suddenly..

Thinking back, actually I have very few friends to hang out with.

2009-08-17T22:16:00.001+08:00

Wow, I've heard that the K+ lab test is difficult. Hm... Wonder how do I cope with it tomorrow. Hahaha. I still think that starting revision now is kinda too late. Well, I just have to do my best. Yeah. My best. Go bestest!

2009-08-16T12:09:00.000+08:00

Changed back to my old blogskin. I thought that the pink skin was pretty ugly.. Now I'm using the same skin as Priscilla!! Yay!! HAHAHA!
Yesterday we were supposed to watch "Where got ghost" at 7.50pm but the tickets were sold out. So we bought a 11.45pm show - The Proposal. The story is a little cliche but still, it'll make a sad man smile. Hahaha!! This is the second time in my whole living life to watch a midnight movie. How I yearn for more of this. Now I'm home alone. My sister went to her friend's house for mugging session and I think I should start mine too. I realized I have very little time. K+ is on Tuesday. Why not Monday seriously. Hahaha, get it over and done with fast.

2009-08-15T16:29:00.001+08:00

Seriously blogger is going through some hard period or what?
The layout for posting is totally screwed. For a few days, I couldn't post any pictures. I think I should just forget about posting them. I'm so bored. Until I feel like screaming. I'm really afraid that holiday is gonna be so dull for me. No please! I don't want that to happen! Just 2 more weeks and I'm done with this sem. Woo! I can't wait for that to happen. Anyway, there's something wrong with ~~Esther~~ my phone. The time and date kept on changing for no apparant reason. Ugh. Kinda annoyed. What's wrong with my brand NEW phone? Yeah I must stress that word. Hehehe. It feels like holiday currently. I'm so going to clubbing during the holiday but I bet everyone 50 bucks that my parents will not allow. I think it's time for me to change my blog song. I wonder what should I change to. I want a song that can imprint into everyone's head whenever they visit my blog. But I doubt anyone is visiting my blog since it's so dead and so ugly. Yuck. I hate my blogskin too. Omg, I feel like deleting this blog all of a sudden. Ugly, dull, boring, YUCK! No wonder my blog title is Boring Style. Suits me. Hahaha. Next tuesday is my lab test! Oh man, I'm so EXCITED for it not. And friday is the actual exam. Ugh. After the assignment submission it's time for exam. Time move really fast. I thought the Hainan trip just ended like YESTERDAY?! K I'm crapping. I don't even remember what happen there. I can only recall bits and pieces, not in any chronological order. I'm so going to ~~swensens~~ to buy ps3 games. My prize should be fully made use of during the holiday.

2009-08-15T16:29:00.000+08:00

Seriously blogger is going through some hard period or what?
The layout for posting is totally screwed. For a few days, I couldn't post any pictures. I think I should just forget about posting them. I'm so bored. Until I feel liks screaming. I'm really afraid that holiday is gonna be so dull for me. No please! I don't want that to happen! Just 2 more weeks and I'm done with this sem. Woo! I can't wait for that to happen. Anyway, there's something wrong with my phone. The time and date kept on changing for no apparant reason. Ugh. Kinda annoyed. What's wrong with my brand NEW phone? Yeah I must stress that word. Hehehe. It feels like holiday currently. I'm so going to clubbing during the holiday but I bet everyone 50 bucks that my parents will not allow. I think it's time for me to change my blog song. I wonder what should I change to. I want a song that can imprint into everyone's head whenever they visit my blog. But I doubt anyone is visiting my blog since it's so dead and so ugly. Yuck. I hate my blogskin too. Omg, I feel like deleting this blog all of a sudden. Ugly, dull, boring, YUCK! No wonder my blog title is Boring Style. Suits me. Hahaha. Next tuesday is my lab test! Oh man, I'm so EXCITED for it not. And friday is the actual exam. Ugh. After the assignment submission it's time for exam. Time move really fast. I thought the Hainan trip just ended like YESTERDAY?! K I'm crapping. I don't even remember what happen there. I can only recall bits and pieces, not in any chronological order. I'm so going to [s]swensens[/s] to buy ps3 games. My prize should be fully made use of during the holiday.

2009-08-11T20:45:00.000+08:00

Actually, I wanted to upload some pictures to my lifeless blog. I guess blogspot is trying to prevent me from doing it. Hahaha, so I'll postpone the uploads until blogger fixed its problem.

DERV presentation tomorrow
COTS presentation on Thursday

I've gotten myself a new phone which I don't think I've mentioned in this blog. Not to say that I have numerous blogs by the way. I think I've screwed this sem, but still, I will not give up. I had regained my will to start studying for a really simple reason that could drive any human beings. Oh, I can feel the adrenaline rush now.

Someone just popped up in msn~

2009-08-11T18:48:00.002+08:00

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2009-08-09T14:43:00.000+08:00

Ok, I'm feeling bored now. Really really bored. Sitting alone in my chair, facing my computer with the door closed. My sister's friends are here for project meeting. My parents are out, having some couple times. I didn't realize that I was extremely hungry until my hands started to shake. So I'm drinking a packet of Milo now. Yup, today is National Day. But I don't feel the special occasion at all. I remember I used to go out with my family in whites and reds. Today, yeah, I'm wearing my greyish white FBT shorts and a red FBT dryfit shirt, camping at home. And I'm going over to Staxy's house for project later at 7pm. Oh my, how I love my life. Well, I'm looking forward to intense outing during the holidays. Hahaha. Also, I'm really keen for a night stayover at friend's house - for enjoyment, not work. Argh.
Oh man... I wanna get attachedd.... Life will definitely be more exciting. Woohooo!

2009-08-01T23:21:00.000+08:00

AHHH! My piano exam is on MONDAY!!! AHHH!
AHHH! My COTS test is on MONDAY!!! AHHH!
I wish I could coward away.. But, sadly I couldn't.
One of the series from "Dresden Files" talks about "God has a way of seeing to it that things fall into place" and "God won't give you more than what you can handle". Haha, I could really use it now. To keep my faith in line..

2009-07-31T22:10:00.001+08:00

Hello people! I found my thumbdrive and little Bryan is sleeping over in my house! Tee-hee! He's my pillow for tonight! Shoo off, Bryan-admirers. HAHAHA!

2009-07-29T20:59:00.000+08:00

I LOST MY THUMBDRIVE IN REUTERS LAB.
PEOPLE IF YOU FIND THAT THUMBDRIVE, DON'T EVER OPEN IT UP.
ALL MY IMPORTANT INFORMATION ARE INSIDE.
DON'T TAKE IT AWAY FROM ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Argh, I'm too careless.
I can't be rushed or else things like this will happen.

2009-07-27T20:20:00.000+08:00

Yay! My visual aid was graded a Pass by Sista Yvonne. She, being a picky fellow, actually liked it! And I would like to add on some stuffs to remind myself of the upcoming events.
- Monday COTS quiz 10%
- Tuesday CMSK Presentation

2009-07-26T23:20:00.002+08:00

I'm so sad.
I just broke a Maple Golden Claw WA 69 with the maple scroll.
AH! Luckily these are just virtuals. I must be glad that the real life has nothing to do with scrolling and killing monster. Or else I'll have to die over and over again. Plus the repetitive manual work of killing them and receive meso just doesn't appeal to me. Hm.. I don't wish to repeat myself.

Yakult is nice. Tomorrow I'll get a pack from Cheers, provided that someone will accompany me there. Haha.
I've sorta completed the visual aid but I'm afraid that it has little relevance to my presented product. Argh. Shall thicken my skin and prepare to receive critical critics. And I grew an ulcer on one of the inner cheek. It hurts.

2009-07-25T23:28:00.000+08:00

Hmm... Seems like unity is power.
Today I went to school and we (consist of a few people from different classes) discussed about DERV. It's really good, to have such cooperations at times. But it was such a bad day, because I was starved for the whole day. Missed my breakfast, had few nuggets for my lunch, and late dinner. Blessing in disguise? A time for me to get slimmer? Too bad it's the wrong way. Don't enjoy it. What torture. Hahaha. Luckily I skipped the 3 o'clock lesson, or else I think I'll just faint there. And I like your frown. Senseless sentence. I'm tired but I've decided to mass level my maple char. Why am I playing this senseless game still. I'm too old for this.

Things to thumb down (serve as my reminder).
- CMSK presentation
- CMSK brochure
- Derv presentation
- Marketing Own part
- COTS gap analysis and cost benefit

2009-07-05T18:57:00.002+08:00

Guitar 77 at Penisulan.
This is how I bought my first guitar..

I was so excited that my parents finally relented to me buying an electric guitar. Skipped into the first shop. No doubt, this is the boss's bad day. I set my eyes on the cheapest guitar there, 80 bucks. Reached out to have a clearer look at the price tag, and here goes nothing.... CLASH! 3 guitars on my left started to topple down. OMG. And each of them cost a few thousand. Yikes... Luckily the boss didn't demand any compensation and even show me some nice guitars for novice. Well, it was my fault that his guitars dropped, so I had to buy from him.. And this is how I bought my first guitar, within 15 minutes.

2009-06-30T22:55:00.002+08:00

Hm.. My new hobby starts on this saturday, 3pm. Hopefully.
FOI lesson is so fun today. Because of the new IM jess introduced to me. Downloaded it on spot, installed, and start IM-ing with her. She and her Sohees, me and my Yoobins. HAHAHA! I wonder when this idolism will end..

2009-06-29T23:16:00.001+08:00

Accusation of theft shouldn't be done in a split second. There should be concrete evidence and sometimes a chance to prove innocence.

2009-06-29T20:21:00.002+08:00

What? Life's back to projects and exams?
Seriously if life is going to be so damn dead boring, I rather die.
Hm... Everything starts from money. Look, from the moment a person was born, we need money to pay for the hospital bills and all. So, once I get my hands on them, it'll be time for enjoyments and I want it fast. Back to projects...

...EFIL KCUF

2009-06-28T20:43:00.003+08:00

It wouldn't hurt to just play this video. It's really nice. HAHAHA!
Parody of Britney Spears Ft Madonna's Me Against The Music. HAHAHAHA!

2009-06-21T20:27:00.003+08:00

Hm.... Sometimes things just wouldn't work out the way you want it to be. Still, I think I should persevere. For my own sake, and for my dream. I need people who agrees with me in order to proceed. In my case, perhaps, some commitment. This is the difficult part.

2009-06-17T23:05:00.002+08:00

Wow, I can't believe it. How long have I not updated my blog?
Actually it's just pure laziness. I don't think I can provide any life to my blog any more. Sorry blog. I'm still keen on learning hip hop and my mum told me to learn from CC. Guess I'll just play along with her, go for the classes there. But I have a bad feeling about it. Like, the teacher isn't gonna be that great..

I chiong really hard for maple, from 69 to 74 and I stopped. I've learnt how to rap for Wonder Girls' So Hot and LEXY's Novice. Next would be LEXY's Let Me Dance. I'm a little bored with chinese rap songs, don't think gonna learn those. I realized alot of my favourite songs have raps in them. Woot, looks like I'm gonna have a great time rapping.

So, there's also many BBQs for the past few/many days. First was Auntie Rochelle's, next is class. This coming Saturday would be my mum's friend's. Next week, Bryan Liu's. Oh man. Seriously, at first I noticed how so very slightly, fats weren't there anymore, but here they are again. Stop feeling sad Gen, it's life. Once you're fat, you're fat.

Back to my BORING and STUPID life. Can I stop living? Cut off the fuel in me...

2009-06-04T22:16:00.000+08:00

I should add another aim to my life.
Rapping away!

2009-05-31T19:54:00.003+08:00

Had my first video making today. I think it was a big achievement, considering me a newbie.
I would also like to send my condolences to Jess - may our memories stay with Fluffy. I can feel the unjust world and I finally understand what it means to cherish someone next to you before he or she leaves the world. Finally, I hope the little soul would enjoy her eternal duration in Heaven..

2009-05-28T23:15:00.005+08:00

HELLO! It has been a long time since I blogged.
Now I returned with the resolution of THE YEAR! Though it might come late, but at least I've finally set my mind on some miscellaneous. Starting from the most important....

1. Master my piano skills.
2. Learn the basics of any dance.
3. Improve on my Korean Language by listening to more korean songs and google more of it.

These are three BIG dreams of mine and I seriously hoped that they would be fulfilled. For now, I shall concentrate on my studies, in order to get my second resolution running. (I need $ for the dancing course)

THE FUTURE GEN that I would like to shape..
A pianist who can dance and speaks fluent korean that works as a banker!
Let ME work towards my dream...!!! An all-rounder!

2009-05-22T00:04:00.002+08:00

I still think that ...Baby One More Time by Britney Spears is a superb nice song! Definitely worth first top ranking for a few months. Carl's Junior is not my ideal place of having ANY meals. Its taste is comparable to Burger King's. In fact, BK is more delicious. I also observed that the songs played there were limited. Oh right, I was having my dinner with XY and PL. Anyway topics to be discussed are reduced to minimal since I'm from a different school. No regrets now. To think that I was brooding over my choice of school. It took me one whole year just to adapt to TP, quite a long time. What will happen to me if I ever progress to University? Wouldn't it take me two full years? Anyway, I see the improvement in myself this term. It feels great to not rush for deadlines. And to people who always thought it was dateline, nope, it is deadline! Dateline is used to describe news headline.

I'm so freaking tired, off to bed... soon.

2009-05-18T23:19:00.003+08:00

Decided to reply tags, too busy to check blog. Now also busy. =D
So..
genevieve>ht: hahaha, glad that you know. you always with your friends mah.\
genevieve>weilin: ok, gonna tag you in your blog.
genevive>serhan: hahaha, really meh... It's like really NICE k. yours worsT.
genevieve>yvonne: totally agree!! haha, when's yours?
genevieve>Wills: boo! you back HAHAHA

2009-05-17T20:17:00.003+08:00

Hello Blog!
I'm guilty of not writing any post. But you can't blame me since I'm on an important quest of getting my work done. I shan't elaborate on the strenuous stuffs that is required of me and many others. I'm also here to report on my progress, or rather, how I feel about my assignments.
CASH is one tough subject. I think by asking us to analyse a whole lot of currencies is asking too much from me. I am but a newbie in this subject. How is it possible to produce a quality work? No factors, no clear directions were given to us. It must have taken a genius to really score an A in this subject.
CMSK4 is alright, but I'm still a little worried since even the most elite senior had score a B+ for it. I should be more careful with my report.

Anyway, I have this current dream of getting the Lee Kuan Yew award, but I don't see how am I gonna get it. I should've studied hard when I was in Year 1.. It requires damn lot of distinctions which I have none. Looks like I'm light years away from it..

Back to BIS reflection! Bye Blog!

2009-05-12T21:16:00.002+08:00

During the Hainan Trip, there's this popular word 'pleaseee'. Just told my mum about it and she said "means they are very polite lor". KEHOKEHO! I'm gonna start learning how to speak with the please accent, in the most natural manner. KEHOKEHO!

It's great to complete the CASH test, but I'm super stressed out by the upcoming project submissions.
Friends! Do forgive me if I lose my cool! =D

2009-05-06T21:12:00.003+08:00

This is hard I know. Too bad. Curse your luck for being in a class full of snobbish and stupid people. I can't blame them for being childish, because it's an open fact that they're still young. All the more I would want you to stay focus and just bash their brains out of their tiny carapaces, pun intended. Seriously, their acts are like bitches. If they kindly have the mouth to label others, you, I, he, she, whoever, has the rights too. I think that bitch is a way too kindly term for them. Easily, I could name out many more but chose not to. At least we're acting like decent human beings. If they seriously think they're the superior gangs, they should think again. Oh ya, by being childish, they should face the wall and write a 500 words long reflection. And by being an unfeeling creature, they should walk on fours, talk with sounds.
Stay away, creatures.

Again, side notes.
You do what you say. If you fail to comply, you should suck your ass.

2009-05-04T23:04:00.002+08:00

Hmph... Thinking back, I definitely feel like a different person. There is still a certain level of similarities though. Anyway, I would like to harp on and on about those weird characteristics I've held with me in the past but I wouldn't. I still couldn't believe after all these years, what I thought was true, wasn't at all. I feel sad actually, and decided to just give up the past lives, not the memories since they're fond memories. I'm glad that I've entered TP instead since it's a more wonderful place equipped with many special facilities such as gyms and abundant computer labs. Also, a good place to curb my other self even when there're temptations existing everywhere. I'm still wondering about the chemical or whatever reaction in my brain. Isn't it too slow? Or am I exploiting my diligence only recently? Dammit.

Just a side note, My left foot is damn itchy.

2009-05-03T18:55:00.001+08:00

Listen to my voice calling you
Calling you out of darkness
Hear the devils cry of sin
Always turn your back on him

With the wind you go and still
I dream of your spirit leading you back home
I will give my gifts to you
While you're gone and watching on

The light in your eyes
An angel of dark
Lighting to ease the shadows' sight
Hearts will grow, the heavens will play
Leaving behind the things in the end

Listen to my voice calling you
Calling you out of darkness
Hear the devils cry of sin
Always turn your back on him
On him
On him

2009-05-03T00:14:00.003+08:00

It's couple day!

Priscilla and Boris, the usual pair..

But this is different..

William and John holding hands, kinda gay.. I mean, they officially started a date.

2009-05-01T17:46:00.001+08:00

argh muscle aches acting up.

2009-04-30T22:21:00.001+08:00

I love vocal songs!

2009-04-29T22:09:00.001+08:00

my mum said "help me thanks your friend for calling you!"
friend referring to priscilla! HAHAHA.

2009-04-28T20:43:00.001+08:00

thanks for your treat. feel bad though.

2009-04-27T19:39:00.002+08:00

I'm glad to find a cluster of coins in my pocket! But still, sad over the lost of my pen cap. argh. Shouldn't have slept during COTS. This is karma.. argh...
When can I ever find time for my keyboards?! Gonna fail my exams if this continues..

2009-04-26T12:14:00.004+08:00

Scenario of the annoucement of 6 teams to compete again...

"Ngee Ann Polytechnic, (group name)"
"Ngee Ann Polytechnic, (group name)"
no chance le..heart palpitating anyway
"Temasek Polytechnic, AHHH!!! IS IT US?! Movers & Shakers"
disappointed yet happy because TP has a chance to win!
"Anglo-Chinese School Independant, (group name)"
2 teams left!!!! Fingers crossing..
"Temsasek Polytechnic, holding breathe.. OYA!"
AHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!
"RI, (group name)"

Scenario of prize presentation...

please don't call OYA! "Ngee Ann Polytechnic"
PLEASE!! "Ngee Ann Polytechnic"
Miss Cheng: One team is in already! One team is in!!
"RI"
Us: OMG!!! WE'RE IN!!!! KAJSDLKAJD LKFHLSKFHS FL
still, PLEASE DON'T CALL US!
"Temasek Polytechnic, OYA!" WHAT THE!!!!! HEHEHE ANYWAY!
"Temasek Polytechnic, Movers & Shakers" LOL!! NOT ANY BETTER! HEHEHE!
"Anglo-Chinese School Independant"

Ok, these excitements literally suck the life out of me.

2009-04-25T22:17:00.005+08:00

I now own a Sony PlayStation 3!
The joy really came within my heart. This is the first time I've such accomplishment and hope that it ain't gonna be the last time.
Too bad, Macbook belongs to ASC-I. While notebook belongs to, DANIAL CINDY SERHAN!
Hehe. It's dreamy day, I still couldn't believe it.
And I couldn't believe that our ever first idea, the plug and remote idea, is being presented by RI!!! LOL. And they didn't get in top 3. Smartyass arguing with judges. How "stupid" can they get. Arrogant fools. LOL!
Also would like to say, ASC(I)'s product was fabulous! Certainly deserve first place.

Back to being ordinary.

2009-04-18T16:16:00.001+08:00

it's always that wayyy......
anyway, I'm displeased with my cds. sad to know that year 2.2 I have to take up FOM which is even more displeasing.

2009-04-16T23:17:00.002+08:00

First prize : Macbook (Aluminium Full-Body) x 3
Second prize: HP Mini HL-2140 Netbook x 3
Third prize : Playstation 3 (80 GB) x 3

Many more fabulous prizes like ipod shuffle & movie vouchers to be won!*
*I just saw this.

As I read the schedule on the 25th, it makes my stomach flips.
Work hard people! Things don't come so easily!

2009-04-13T22:20:00.001+08:00

Post-schooling symptom. I'm bored of maple already. Time to start my regular habit of blogging.

2009-04-11T23:23:00.003+08:00

Whooshhh. Back from Hainan!!! How glad I am to be sitting on my usual chair, sharing some interesting stories.
*Note* Only some stories. It'll take a few hundred thousand words to put everything together.

Big school, small school. Hainanians are indeed a whole lot different from Singaporeans. Friendlier is the perfect word to describe them. Just an exchange programme requires a formal speech. Oh, and the director or whatsoever of foreign language vocational college, 夫长青 (don't know which fu) called himself Evergreen Fu. WHAT THE HELL!! It's damn funny to the brim. I think the kids there are overly friendly. I'm being traumatised by a girl who held my hand. ARGH! The worst thing is NO ONE CAME TO MY RESCUE!!! OMIGOD!
Puxianzhongxinxiaoxue kids were super super SUPERRR cute. Hahaha. I'm glad that I've bought them many stationaries. To them, these neccessities were actually a luxury. Seriously, it pains me to see such cute children live the way we do, lavishly.

Village life. I actually can't believe that I had stayed in a village and lived their lives for 1 day. The bed was made by laying a large wooden prank on several metal rods, forming numerous double decker bed, and I slept on the upper level. It was dusty, dirty, insecty and that striped off my privilege to breathe happily through the normal way. There's also luohanyu alike rashes forming on my head. ARGH! When I bathed, the water was so so so weak that I can only managed to wash up my body and not my hair. AND THERE'S MANY BIG INSECTS!!! AHHHH!!!! And when I thought water was up, and shampoo-ed my hair halfway, there's no WATER!!! What a day.. I don't expect myself to wait for 30mins~60mins for the water, I would go bald. In the end, I had to resort to using my precious big mineral water... Sobxxxxx...
I came to realize that villages actually had such things as water curfews. K, it wasn't such a bad experience afterall.

GOSSIPS!! Couldn't have enough of them. Throughout the trip, obviously rumours were flying, slanders were fleeting, sorrows which are hidden deep within our heart are being poured out (of course, many occurrences were unknown to victims).. How very much would I like to share and scream out those juicy stories that would only get me into more troubles. The 10th and 11th were the juicest days in the trip.

Massage. Aroma leg massage in 5 star hotel was freaking shiok. I felt that my pressurized toes had been granted off a few KG for the next day. BUDDEN!!! The full body massage in another hotel was totally R21. What they only know was to keep trying to arouse their customers so that they can get their long-awaited chance to perform their jobs and get additional cash. Too bad, we're just a banch of kids. I do like the synonym of MRT langa which refers to their CMI faces. HAHAHA!

Woah, my gums and teeth ARE being tortured by the retainer. I'm sorry for forgetting to bring you along.....
pimples pimples go away
don't you dare come another day
little gen would want you dead

k nights, damn tired.

2009-04-06T21:17:00.003+08:00

dear blog,

gen is currently in china now. )':
she must be having a whale of a time there. :)
but im suffering at home because there's an upcoming history test this weds and im so gonna die for it cos my essay writing sucks like dno what. )':
i hope i'll do well. :)
anyway gen, if you're reading this (not until you come back from china -.-), i miss you and your irritating noises. and miss gossiping with you until we sleep. :)

BYE.

2009-04-03T23:12:00.007+08:00

Leaving for Hainan tomorrow. 4~11april.
Can you imagine a bitch lying in the plane?
Doggy first class plane k. OI, YOU NEVER WATCH BEVERLY HILLS: CHIHUAHUA AH?
I'm a mixed breed. Humans can be mix breed, why can't I? Don't judge me. I mean it. DON'T JUDGE ME!

I belong to meee~ I.. Don't belong to youuu... My.. Heart is my possession. I'll be my own reflection ... :D

k b. Sovenirs, don't think about it.

2009-04-03T23:12:00.002+08:00

Feeling extremely sad now.
I feel like a piece of shit.
I don't know what's wrong with me, but I've been hooked on to maple for too long and I can't take it anymore! I feel like a bitch lying in the kennel doing nothing but laying my paws on the sticky slimy keyboard of mine.
Up down left right, space, c, x, z. These are buttons that revolves around my life.
Please don't talk to me for the time being because I need to reflect on my doggy book.
This is so plagiarised.
Emo Emo Emo Emu Emul Emulsification. Last word heard from my master Clarice.

k b

2009-03-27T18:04:00.002+08:00

I'm determine to give up in the stupid 10pages quest in orbis and am returning to victoria today. Hehe. Ohman... I had pizza for lunch and it's seriously filling. I should really watch my diet or else I might just happily suffer from obesity. Ain't good huh. I saw my mum coming out from downtown already. Bye. Can't tap on downtown wireless already.

2009-03-25T17:37:00.002+08:00

Finally I had my iTouch jailbreak-ed. And now I can play tower bloxx without pleading my selfish sister for her oh-so-awesome-iPhone. But what's with the blue screen of death that kept interfering with the shutting down of computer. This is so sucky. Must be the jailbreaking programmes.
Omigod, Dunman High new territory actually is HAUNTED?! Heard from ClaCla that shadows were seen, as usual, in girls' toilet. LameLame.

Happy birthday mum! I swear you a good life ahead. =D

2009-03-24T16:45:00.002+08:00

Hmm... Dreams are cool because they're just so real. Haha. I've tried being even a boy.
Anyway, Hainan trip is approaching and I found out that I'm not as enthusiatic as I was at the beginning. Maybe I'll remain as a child for the rest of my life because I'm already beginning to miss my family. Aww... But I believe it'll be just as fun since I'm going with my friends. Yay!! I think I can't play too much games since when i started, temper visited me more often. And I'm gonna have my blog song changed. Hahaha.
English training at 9:30, teacher came at 10:00.
Meeting starts at 17:00, I'm ready to count.
Doncha think the time difference is absurd?! This is poly life. Hahaha.

Oh yeah, I should stick with kpq until kies reached 70! Can't wait for that day. My first priest.

2009-03-17T01:55:00.002+08:00

Yo manxzx
Going M'sia tomorrow and I hope it'll be a fruitful trip. Level up more!
I'm so into maple. D/E world. SO FUN! I hunted my stupid shield for more than an hour but no shiet came out. My cleric is level 62! Will update more on my levels! My mum don't like it when I'm so addicted to maple. But.. hehe. It's the fun that is more important. HAHAHAHHAHA! So, Ah ting and her 2 cousins are staying over and, woah, Haojun snore like a boar! Nvm, more manly this way! HAHAHA.

End this with a smile :)

2009-03-11T21:58:00.000+08:00

I should really enjoy my holiday, at least in peace!! Uh, thanks for the post Clarice. Though I haven't really read yet. Shall read immediately after I press the PUBLISH POST button!

2009-03-10T20:03:00.004+08:00

HELLO DUDES/SMEXY/LOVELIES/SEXY.

Being a kind sister as I am, I have kindly updated for my sister's going-to-be-dead-soon blog. ;D Some old pictures, enjoy:

Gen looks like a pancake.

See my sister's hand. HAHAHA.

Cool? ;D

Wah, my sis eye looks damn evil here.

This was the 1st day I get my new specs. :)

Genting.

I have white teeth.

Gen don't come act cute lah.

Who nerdier?

Of cos me. :)

SMILE.

look gothic.

ghostly faces.

Hahaha, I have also kindly added captions to all the pictures! What a kind sis I am. :)

I'm really sorry blog, but gen's been busy with Maple again lately. But she's levelling real fast. So yeah. Enjoy. :D

2009-03-05T01:18:00.002+08:00

Dreams, I had tons of them. What's coming next?
Sweet, bitter, sour, hot?
Anyone tried being electrocuted? It's horrible because I just had it today.
Movies movies, hot movies came out as NC16 when I was 15. Now, M18 - when I'm still 17.

2009-03-03T22:51:00.000+08:00

An open secret, the sad truth.

2009-03-02T23:14:00.000+08:00

My friends went pub, I went home.

2009-02-24T22:14:00.002+08:00

Singapore flyer has a spectacular view indeed. Brown patches of construction sites were in a huge tangled mess, stating a comparison for us people, a clear before and after image - 1 year later.

Tomorrow is the day! Where our first year ended grandly. With 2 months holiday.
May I still be within..

2009-02-20T22:41:00.002+08:00

OOPG today, DBIS on monday, CORE and QUAN on subsequent days.
Right now, I've started to think deeply about some issues.. Hm.. ..
It's time to start panicking. But still, some stuffs shouldn't be rushed.
Anyway, I'm going to just take this 2 months and hone my fingers skills. Once and for all. I should get ready for sept's battle. It'll just be a one-time thing.
Korean korean, I just realized one guy in FBI is a korean! I really want to know him and get him to chat with me in korean, that is after my first few lessons. Oh man oh man! This is so damn cool.
This little secret is an open secret - I've cut my hair, and it sucks. This disaster actually happens because I was being kind. My hairdresser has a thing for THAT haircut and decided to use it on everyone under her scissors. So, I'm a victim.
Right after my exam, I shall start snapping pictures and post them onto my plain blog. It's a promise! ;)

2009-02-16T23:21:00.002+08:00

5 times yesterday.
3 times today.
What wrongth has entered my stomach......
Sorry for being disgusting.

Genevieve says:
*think i really go for looks HAHAHHA
mrs bass. says:
*ya lo
*gen really go for looks

Cute/shuai guys, watch out. *sneer*

2009-02-15T19:55:00.002+08:00

can you resist such charm?! Lee Min-Ho!

2009-02-11T21:28:00.002+08:00

Yahoo! I finished my CMSK speech and I'm proud of it. Feel like posting the whole damn thing here, yet I'm afraid of criticisms. Hahahaha!

I'm gonna learn how to draw!! Using Photoshop. It looks fun, and IS fun. I'm just really sad that I have to start from the very beginning, learn from tutorials, and whatever. Why do things have to be so complicated..

Song - At the beginning...

2009-02-09T21:53:00.005+08:00

I don't like to do this but, out of courtesy.. Welcome to my blog!! I've put that up for some people who decided to get to the root of everything, even when it means spending that few minutes or even hours of their life searching.. and searching.. Of course, for meaningless things which are not of their concerns.

Stacy! I applaud you.

For getting first in FBI.

For getting ready to start a whole new life.

For approaching Clarke.

For showing him a good luck message (pss.. his accounting test).

For giving him a smile.

Sometimes there are people who have no part in acting as a felon. Somehow, they have allowed ruffians to convey them into a sanctuary of sins. In this case, by bringing sorrow to others. Too bad, you are already being condemned.

2009-02-05T22:31:00.004+08:00

Seriously, what's wrong with my poly life. Does it have to be this crazy?

Oh man, I'm enjoying all the fun everyday. Think it is one of the most playful period in my life. And it's where romance SHOULD get started.

Let's just skipped the torturous PBL2 and get on with JVN. HAHAHA! This is what happen..

While our classmates were having their presentation, Staxy and Ebonne went into ITAS. Of course, to check out if JVN is in sight. And, as always, he is... So our friendship signal was flashing and pris&me went into ITAS. AND WE SAW HIM! Eating at a table. This is nothing..

Came the lunch break. There is only one table available and it was the exact table that JVN had used. So we sitted there under forced circumstances. I was still saying, what if JVN comes into ITAS and sees us sitting there? Too much of a coincidence. HE REALLY CAME!!! HAHAHAHA. It was kinda embarrassing. He must had thought, what a group of stalker, even took my lunch seat. EEEEEE!!!!!!

Let's fast forward to the movie we had this evening - The curious incident of Benjamin Button.

It could be counted as a slow pace movie, yet keeping us engage. Brad Pitt is so handsome! This is a fact that couldn't be denied. OH MYYYYYY!! It was a story of a new-borned who was borned old. As time passes, he became young! And eventually he died as a baby. Kinda stupid. I don't appreciate the ending. They should show him acting childishly. That would be better..

Throughout the movie, I was controlling my useless bladder (sorry for calling you useless). And this particular movie actually had a duration of 3hours! Imagine my hell. I just couldn't bare to miss even 5minutes of the movie..! Let's fast forward to travelling down the escalator..

I was looking back at Ebonne, talking to her. I saw a black patch on her chest and didn't think much about it. Turning back 180degree, I realized that it wasn't part of her formal clothing, so I turned back 180degree again. HAHAHAHA! SHE ACTUALLY DIDN'T ****** HER *******! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!! So I ran up to her and covered her chest. HAHAHAHAHA!!! THIS IS TOTALLY MADNESS!! HAHAHAHAHA! TO THINK THAT SHE WAS STARING AT ME, ASKING ME WHAT AM I DOING!!

End of story.

P.S. WHAT'S WITH THE CHINA MAN!! DON'T MATCH ME WITH A STRANGER. IS YVONNE'S ONE PLEASE!! HAHAHA!

2009-02-02T20:32:00.003+08:00

Yes, I'm frustrated, discouraged, disheartened.

Why can't I simply master that easy piece of musical sheet? Ok, I'm totally not cut out for such hobby, or should I use the word, ambition. Ha, I'm joking. Ambition is out of the picture.

The two most powerful warriors are patience and time.

Can I really trust the quote?

2009-02-01T22:56:00.002+08:00

Chocoboooooo Dungeon 2! Im currently playing this oh-so-charming Chocobo game. I shouldn't call Chocobo an it, since it is a main character. Once again, I'm going to use cheat to fulfil the goal in the game. HAHAHA! I feel so evil.

Clarice is blowing her nose now! I hope it doesn't fly away. The tissue is full of her mucus and she said she's gonna paste it on my face! Eww! If she ever does that, I'm gonna take it as a nourishment. HAHAHAHA. Yucks!

2009-01-31T23:47:00.002+08:00

As days pass, I grew fonder of piano!

This might be a temporary favourite hobby for me. Well, I seriously hope it'll last. I want to master the whole of chopin master pieces. How I wish to book a room in esplanade and start playing all those complicated pieces. That'll be my dream.

P.S. I just added another important trait for my future boyfriend. He must be musically incline.

2009-01-30T23:10:00.003+08:00

Spring waltz! Those dialogues were taken from a website. It was someone's favorite, and now mine!

[ PHILLIP ON EUN YOUNG ]
I’ve fallen in love with Eun Young. Sometimes I even pray for her. I’d do anything for her. Through Eun Young, I found Korea. I found you. I wanted to erase memories of Korea from my past. But I can still remember the house. I still remember there’s a big yard and I can still remember my mom. And just you know, holding my hand, I remember my grandfather. He hated me. I hated Korea. But now, I’m happy. I’m falling in love with Eun Young. And I got my best friend here to see it. (And his best friend had already stole Eun Young's heart)

JAE HA: I love her. But, I cannot love her. I can’t control my heart.
PRIEST: Love isn’t a sin. Follow your heart.
JAE HA: He’s the friend I cherish the most in the entire world. There is no other. He trusts me and will do anything for me. The woman my friend loves is the woman I love.
PRIEST: Man becomes stronger through such trials. God has only given us hardships we can handle.
JAE HA: Help me, priest. Help Eun-young leave my heart. Help my friend not be hurt. Help me please.

[ EUN YOUNG WITH JAE HA AT HER MOTHER'S TOMB ]
When I was young, I had a surgery. The first thing I heard when I woke up was my mother’s death. If it wasn’t for those people… With the fallen tears, my heart became like a storm. The tears I thought I would never talk about. Mom. Are you well? Today, I want you to meet someone. How is he? Do you like him? Well, it can’t be helped if you don’t like him because I love him. Look over him well mother. It would have been good if you were still alive. You would have like my Jae Ha too. Mom. Now don’t worry. I had a lot of hard times wanting to see you. But now, it’s okay because Jae Ha is by my side. But, don’t be too sad because you’re my mother forever.

[ JAE HA TO EUN YOUNG ]
You spoke of a well, right? How it comes into being in the heart of a person who’s been hurt. Did you know that a well also comes into being in the heart of a person who’s inflicted pain? The person who’s inflicted pain on you falls into that well and dwells in it forever. That person, the person that supported you, is probably crying right now.

[ EUN YOUNG TO JAE HA ]
When did you start keeping it from me? Was it entertaining? Watching a naïve me smiling in front of Jae-ha. Were you very happy? Why did you come back? Why didn’t you just forget it all and continue living your own life? Why did you come back to find me? Was it sympathy? So you gave me your most high and mighty love to compensate me? In front of my mother’s grave, crying those superficial tears, were you hoping to be redeemed? Why did it have to be you? Why did it have to be you Lee Su-ho? Why did it have to be the first person I loved?

I hate myself for falling in love with you and not recognizing you. I hate the heart that was palpitating when I am near you, the heart that cost my mother’s life!

[ PHILLIP TO EUN YOUNG ]
In Austria, I was your guide. But I should’ve never been your guide because I only guided you to Su Ho. Even so, I have no regrets. You gave me the best trip of my life. Thank you for being a really great friend.

2009-01-30T21:16:00.005+08:00

I want to sound like a weighty person for once.

Here is everyone's long awaited post~ Just this one line, disappointingly.

A day to vent my anger.

I'm declaring myself as officially busy. Monday, it's time to smack DBIS into a bind. Not forgetting a rehearsal of CMSK speech which I've done, none. Thursday is a whacky day for CORE presentation. I'm proud to announce to the world, not even a peck of the report is visible. That puts me into thinking mode.. What have we done for the past holidays?! The week after next comes ECONS and ACCOUNTING test. I believe I can whipped them up during weekends. But what comes into my sight are the days of enjoyment in M'sia. Should I not go? Maybe I should leave themy worries for another day...

J-v-n, what a name. There's only one such name in the whole school, although Dr Nalaka told me otherwise. So the three of us had gotten into a little mess today. JVN is suppose to be little Stacy's guy but somehow, me and pris got entangled into it. Here's our interesting side of stories.

Pris - called out Jvn's name (just for fun) and he turned around. As though a drama, their contacts were being blocked by the shutting door. But I believe he had seen her unique formal clothing.

Me - I got myself into trouble when I told accprojectteamates I'm there to stalk a guy for my friend. So when he's in the class, they're shouting "IT'S NOT YOU, GENEVIEVE". Oh man, he must have thought I was the one who wrote the letter. Actually I did, together with Yvonne. So that's not completely a lie. But it was on behalf of Stacy.

Come to think of it, poly is a school worth studying in.

2009-01-28T22:02:00.003+08:00

I don't like my dry throat.

I don't like my sore toes.

I don't like my ugly toe nails.

I don't like my long nails.

I don't like my fingers.

I don't like my lack of talent.

I don't like themmmm...

I want to be like Jae Ha.....

Anyway 2 good news today.

My mum allow me to learn Korean language.

My laptop was alright, only hard disk is damaged.

Nowsaday I really have a distaste for sms-ing. Sorry for not replying. Msn, talking on phone, I'm fine with them. But I'm not okay with sms-ing. HAHAHAH...

2009-01-27T17:15:00.006+08:00

Lazy to post any further.

Life is so boring. Is it all about studying and studying?

2009-01-24T21:13:00.003+08:00

I can picture them, the emotions.
They came in the form of soft sadness.
Teardrop waltz!